Spaced out

I've been feeling a little outside of myself lately. These past couple of days have been slightly strange in that I had a feeling that I once had a long time ago. This feeling was one of abandonment, but not in the sense of someone leaving me, but people acoomplishing their goals and doing things to further push themselves, making me feel like I haven't sometimes and thus feeling sort of left behind. I know it's not anyone's fault but my own, however I do feel like I need to be doing new things and depending on how things go that just may be in the near future. Until that time approaches however I still have this feeling of not accomplishing what it is I feel I need to acomplish or striving for. Not having this, I can't help but sometimes feeling lost and confused as to what I should or can do, but I think one just has to to what they need to do for themselves despite adversity if it ends up putting them on the right path toward what it is they want for themselves. I feel that overall the next few decisions I make will greatly help me down this path and that all I can do or rather all anyone can do when feeling sort of confused or concerned about themselves is to strive forward and try to reach out for something to aspire to and keep it in your sights no matter what. That's what i'm going to try to start doing again.